All I would really need would be a simple explanation�I just want to know why people hurt themselves.
It makes me so angry sometimes, to see people do that, when nothing is wrong. I technically don�t know about there home lives, or really get in depth in them, but from what I happen to read, there is no reason.
I know I have repeatedly said this, but I have been sick since May, and I still am. I will never recover from what happened. It will always be there�it will never leave. The state of depression ruined me. I was sick, oh so sick. It was pretty bad, but yet, I did not cut or harm myself in any way.
Sure, I overdosed on pain medication one day, but that was only 7 pills, and in the end, I just got dizzy.
I just don�t understand. Maybe someone can explain it to me. Usually in the reviews of people that harm themselves, I tell them to stop. I don�t want them to end up like me. I don�t want them to miss over 15 days of school. I don�t want them to have to take 7 pills a day, just to keep me well.
Although I am sick, I keep an optimistic opinion about everything. Sure, I�m not well, but there are others that are worse. Sure, I don�t have my three best friends anymore, but I�m not the only one going through it and I can still write to them and talk with them on the phone.
It just disturbs me greatly when someone does something like that.
I want to help them�but I can�t.
It�s not my place to do so�
-danielley
� Danielley
